Life has been reeeaaal busy!! :/ :)

Still... I just gotta squeeze some time to reflect on my life... will NEVER EVER want those memories to fade away... =)) k... where should I start from?? haha! [that's the prob... always!!]

Workshops!:

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With primary 5 students from ACS primary!! They are really fun to teach but it's real tiring to control them as well... because they're ALWAYS running around... playing with gloves... squirting water at each other... you can never imagine how 'lively' lessons were! HAHA! ... One week of workshops... tire me to the max!!! but hey... it was fun! and I'm definitely going to miss teaching them... ... :)

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Baking:

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It was my FIRST time since my last home econs lesson which was in Secondary 2 I think, where the choc cake turned out to be a BIG cookie because I forgot to add baking power :/ ... Went to Mish house to bake this time! =) did a little modification to the recipe coz we really really couldn't figure out what some of the ingredients were.. haha.. anyways.. the cake turned out to be... erm... quite edible... :/ ... but the lemon cookies were really NICE! =) Thankfully! :)

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Class outing:

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At douby =) .. sadly I couldn't make it in time to join them for dinner =((( ... but I went for the post-dinner activity =) .. haha! I arrived only to find that they were doing... nothing... haha! ... super lame actually.. sooo... in the end... we went for supper at Mcs and played cards till I was really really tired...

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More meet-ups with CREZ friends!:

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Yup... finally got to meet alyssha after sooo long... we were supposed to go for Mish's church event coz she was dancing... So... thinking that it's going to be like a performance... we brought her flowers!!! .. and we ended up being the only ones who brought flowers there so funny! :/ :) ... haha.. anyways.. the dance was nice! =) hope to meet up more often! =)

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AND:

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Here's wat xiang jun sent me recently... thought it was really really meaningful :)

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"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand
where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away.
But, when someone does something good for us,
we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

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Yupz... that's about all I guess... :)

lost... confused...

Life isn't on the bright side all the time..

This past month have been filled with much disappointments.. I wake up every morning only to find myself confused over my future.. It's a really really terrible feeling... and I hated it.. and thank goodness I've got school to go to... because spending time in school with jess and wu duo really cheered up my days!! :) and work'll keep me busy... so that's good! but still.. I really can't help but feeling sad sometimes =((

I really can't wait for this period to be over... can't wait for everything to be confirmed.. like e.g. what course I'll be taking etc... only then will I have a peace of mind... because there'll be something for me to work towards again! =D Unlike now... everything is soooo undecided... ahh!! can't stand myself.. seriously.. for being sooo indecisive... if only I had realized the importance of GP earlier... Life wouldn't have been so hard for me now...

Made a wrong choice in JC... can't afford to repeat the same mistake again... Uni will be a new chapter of my life... and I hope I can give my best in it... then I'll have no regrets!!!

For now... I need the strength to carry on.. I think I'll have to believe in HOPE ... all I ask for now is just for that terrible feeling that I have every morning to go away... so I can have a clear mind to do all my applications... and make the best out of everything that I have...

Dinner time! =) ...

and I'm looking forward to expedition at Ubin next week!! [if eveything goes according to plan.. haha.. ] =)

Let's summarise the fun times I've had!

I've been so busy lately... with work... with stuff that will perhaps affect my future greatly... 'SOUL SEARCHING' --- it's certainly something that is not easy... Next 3 weeks will be filled with anxiety... A'lvls... interview... resultS... I guess what that's keeping me going and calm is hope.. and faith... ... You'll have no idea how I'm feeling right now... -lost in myself-.. haha.. !!! watever... put that aside... and let's recall some fun times! =D
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Outing with cousin:

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To the esplanade roof top!!! Really really nice place to go to and talk about everything under the sky! .. haha! =D I totally enjoy the view and atmosphere there!! =D ate at Thai Express! =D After dinner, my cousin brought me to Harry's Bar!!! was really scared to enter at first... coz I'm not even sure if it's safe... sooo... I drank a non-alcoholic drink.. =D but there was a live performance there!!! I looovvveee the songs they sing!!! ... reached home a few min before 12 again... and my mom'll give me this look AGAIN!! .. HAHAHA!!!
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Dance lesson at ATTITUDE:

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Lyrical Jazz... and it is super boring.. haha... didn't get to learn any nice dances so I decided that I won't go again... well... but the intensive warm-up really tired me out completely... giving me muscle aches the very next day... first time I actually EXERCISED after soooo long!
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Family gathering:

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To the botanical gardens... lame rite??? ... well... anyways... the 2 little cousins kept me busy and brightened up the atmosphere there too!.. haha.. botanical gardens is actually quite a good place for family bonding !! =D ... had a really nice dinner that day... visited the Orchid Garden etc. etc. =) and I treated almost everyone to ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D .. now that I'm working.. haha! =D

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Trip to ICES (at Jurong Island):

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ok... this was emo-ish... I went back to visit my research mentor and end off my attachment with ICES... bought him the England's finest biscuits from dempsey (and it's really nice.. haha.. I like it myself!)
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I always felt so welcome whenever I return to ICES... the level of encouragement.. smiles.. that the pple there give me made me feel as though this is my second home.. I almost cried when I left the building...

haha.. I took pictures when I was in the bus... on my way out of jurong island... and the bus driver must have thought that I was crazy or something!! Can't believe I had sooo much feelings for jurong island!!! I must have been crazy... but I guess that's where I was given the opportunity to try out something that I really like... and enjoy... Yar... I hope to be able to go back some day =D

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Friday the 13th.. haha!! :
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A STAR interview... !!!
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Went for lunch with NG after that... the serving was just soooo big and I'll never be able to finish it.. haha!!! anyways.. thanks for the lunch! =D
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Back to school... for a meeting...
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Then to dental.. to get my braces out!!! =D ... I felt as though I had no teeth! .. haha.. ok.. maybe i'm beginning to miss my braces.. haha.. as for now... no one is to look at my teeth!!! .. until I get them REALLY white!!! HAHA! =D

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Friday the 13th sounds like an eventful day...

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V-day:
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A perfect day to find out more about CHEMISTRY! =D .. went to the NTU talk myself to find out more about chem eng and chemistry... met kevin, van and my dance friends there! =D ... so I wasn't lonely after all...
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Went shopping with my dance friend and some new found friends...
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Reached home at around 11 plus and my whole family gave me this look... hahaha!!! they're crazy lar.. !!! =D
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Alright... off to cousin's party now!!! =D but before that... pizza for lunch! =D

let's see... it's been a week already... sooo many things happened.. soo busy with work... soo tired.. and soo little time for myself... ...

Anyways... last friday was camp fire night! ... NG and KZ came too... and... we played ... er hem... 'board games' at the roof top... the 5 of us.. including jess and FW.. hahaha.. let's hope we don't get into trouble... :)

Then... we went back to the staff room... shortly after... we were greeted by some mysterious person... and all at the same time... the lights in the staff room went off!!! ... ahhh!!! scary..................

Took lots of pic that day... apparently we were all in camwhore mood.. find them in facebook! and we made a video too!!

Ok... OFF FOR DANCE !!!!!!

More fun times!

Life in the staff room has been rather entertaining lately...
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Before assembly.. when you are half awake at your desk.. Suddenly.. Mr Yong arrives and started becoming high over soccer!! Even teachers began to amuse themselves with their self-made chinese new year deco... After lessons... ffw and ain would just like TOTALLY go crazy... haha... I won't even bother describing the things they did!!! hmm.. though I'm kind of the youngest amongst them.. I sometimes feel otherwise!! =D Hahaha... but it was fun =D
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Work has been alright so far =) just a couple of presentations to prepare.. boards to design... and papers to mark... etc..
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here's wat the teachers did!

and there's some more!

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CNY celebration in school:
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Teachers were given free oranges!!! =D .. If I had known I wouldn't have brought.. =) Anyways.. now there's like this whole plastic bag of oranges on my desk and I hope they'll still be in a bearable condition when I get back on wed.. :/
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Nic Goh and Kevin went back too... and I guess they were the only 2 that greeted Mrs Cheng OUT LOUD! .. and ya.. how did you all know that day was my birthday ar?? funny lar! how come I dun even know?? =)
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Played orientation games with Ms Ang's class... Double Wacko with an Umbrella!!!!! {OUCH} The funniest part was when ffw distracted this girl by making her pose for a pic... hahahaa.. sad.. sabo-ed her partner... ...
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Wanted to go back to Crescent... but sadly it was too late already =( ... soo... we decided to go out for lunch and shopping instead.. Lunch was at some teppanyaki place in Cine... We were like talking halfway and suddenly a HUGE fire appeared in front of us!!! Shock of our lives!!!!
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haha... Ms Ang scared of sun =D

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Lunch!

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Post New Year Prep:
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Went to the salon... trying to make my hair SLIGHTLY neater and not so messy.. haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways... I went shopping in NTUC all by myself !!!!! [first time man!! Coz my mom went to do her hair too... =.=] while my brother and father went for badminton =.= ... anyways... It was quite fun!! shopping in NTUC by myself... pushing that huge cart and carrying a shopping list and a pen!! .. hahaha... I'm like 10 times more efficient than my mom because I dun take sooooo long to choose a pack of 60 cents vegetable! ... lol... because of this... I was kinda late for class dinner :/ ...
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Class dinner:

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Ate at fish and co... at the glass house... after that... went walking around in Plaza Sing for a while.. then... played some cards at the coffee club and had a light supper =D

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Yeah... done.. back to CNY activities =D