Can't think of a title to summarise everything here :P

ok... it's been a loooong time... so this is gonna be a loooong post...

Anyways... Here are my most recent FEELINGS! haha! =D

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1) GREAT!

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because... i'm gonna end work real real soon and will be looking forward for all the camps line up ahead for me! Additionally, my dreams to travel after A'lvls finally came true!! Went for a cruise with my family to penang and phuket =) ... THEN ... to cameron and genting with my crez friends! =D I LOVE travelling! really wished I could go somewhere further like Switzerland or cruise to Alaska though.. [haha.. i'm always wanting MORE.. which is BAD!] =/... :)

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2) Blessed...

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really GLAD that I could study what I've always wanted =) ... almost didn't get in :/ GP really kills... :/ anyways.. I'll be going NUS for Chem Eng... =)

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3) yet... sad too =(

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that so many pple will be going somewhere far away for their studies and I really wonder when I'll ever get to see them again :'( ..

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yupz... now for some recollection.. =)

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Cruise Trip!

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It was my FIRST time! ... so I was pretty excited! =D ... Sentosa has always been one of my fav places in Singapore... coz there's the beach... sea... horizon etc... what more can i ask for than to spend 4 whole days enjoying all these on a cruise?! It was super RELAXING ... promise :)

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Here's my favourite spot in the cruise... our cabin's balcony :) ... where I can watch sunrise, sunset, enjoy the sea breeze and the sound of the waves :))) sadly my mom forbids me to go out there at night coz she's scared i'll fall into the sea!! .. HAHA! funny lar... [really wished she won't worry so much bout me sometimes =P ... then I'll get to do more stuff :P]
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played a little golf there too.. with this friend we met from India... =)
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and yes... food is NEVER a problem there... in fact.. the problem is that there's TOO MUCH FOOD! ...we are like eating 6 meals a day and I had seriously grown fatter!!! ... soo.. throughout the entire cruise journey... I refused to take the lift and go for the stairs instead [part of my exercising plan.. haha.. talking about that my plan to run at least once every week failed severely!! :/ ahh!! :(]

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family pic ... taken near the port in Penang

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here's the stilt village... one of the places we went to in Penang... and the food there is really great! ... oh man! ... I've really been eating super a lot! whenever I see nice food.. my stomach will like automatically make space for them even though i'm actually full :/// ... [k la... maybe I should be happy... coz i'm no longer underweight :) ]

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here's the greedy elephant we rode on... it's really greedy man! ... apparently the intelligent elephant knew we bought a bag of bananas to feed him... so... when he wants bananas... he'll just stop moving... stretch his trunk backwards... yearning for the bananas! haha.. rebellious elephant!

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Aside from all these... I love the musical and dance performances there! =) ... especially the ballroom dancing... =D really wished I could learn... ... [have been wishing that for a long time already... but time always hinders :(]
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AND... there's this place in Phuket that I really wanted to go .. the James Bond Island... but sadly we couldn't coz there isn't enough time :((

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Overall.. I HAD A GREAT TIME!

[secretly I wouldn't mind if we got quarantine in the middle of the ocean coz of swine flu :) ]

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Cameron and Genting Trip:

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thanks to eileen for organizing it! =) ... went for this trip just 2 days after I came back from my cruise trip... omg... super tiring actually... I was like praying hard I won't fall sick :/ anyways... i was really excited coz it was the first time i'm travelling with my friends!! =D away from mummy who will always forbid me to do stuff :)
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here's the tea plantation @ cameron highlands... the weather there wasn't as cold as I expected it to be though.. must be global warming.. haha! =D
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yay! we could both squeeze into the seat!! =DD

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Mish's birthday! =D so we had a little celebration there! =D let's hope our cres style of birthday song didn't wake everyone up =)

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Hmm... let's see what else we did there... there's a strawberry plantation where we get to pluck our own strawberries =) ... that was very good exercising coz eileen and I climbed really really far up... we figured the 'dangerous zones' would have nicer strawberries coz less pple would have gone there =) .. oh yes.. the honey bee farm was scary... didn't like the idea of free-roaming bees there... back at home... I'll even scream whenever a bee flies into my room... really scared of them :S

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In Genting... we went to the theme park and thankfully it rained so I didn't have to sit the sky tower ride with them :) ... haha.. genting was like more fun! ... though I've been there so many times already but I don't think i'll ever be bored there coz there's just sooo many things to do... :)

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yup yup... it was great once again... when we were about to reach Singapore... we all got a little emo coz we don't know when we'll be able to meet up again... each of us are going to diff courses and diff uni even... well... stilll... i believe that FRIENDSHIPS WILL LAST FOREVER! right? :)

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Much Ado about Nothing:

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k.. this is where we had dinner before going for the play =) .. and I LOVE this setting... felt like I'm in England.. having an English style dinner =)
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anyways... it's an open air concept... where we had picnic and watch the play at the same time.. =) ... Adrian Pung's acting is really good man! he's so funny and he always has his own individualistic style when he acts... yup.. the play was good!
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Wolverine:
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went to watch this with Jess =) and as usual... I fell asleep again!! haha.. I think out of 10 times I watch movie... 9 times I'll fall asleep =) and thanks so much for helping me fill up the parts I missed =)))))
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and this was taken in plaza sing at about midnight!!!! =D

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kay!! ... I'm getting a little tired typing already.. haha! my brother just came back from camp today.. =) and he was complaining to me how he had to kayak like crazy coz his partner.. which was a girl.. didn't do anything but play with the water.. HAHA!!! =D sooo hilarious!
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anyways.. that's all for now! =D

Life has been reeeaaal busy!! :/ :)

Still... I just gotta squeeze some time to reflect on my life... will NEVER EVER want those memories to fade away... =)) k... where should I start from?? haha! [that's the prob... always!!]

Workshops!:

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With primary 5 students from ACS primary!! They are really fun to teach but it's real tiring to control them as well... because they're ALWAYS running around... playing with gloves... squirting water at each other... you can never imagine how 'lively' lessons were! HAHA! ... One week of workshops... tire me to the max!!! but hey... it was fun! and I'm definitely going to miss teaching them... ... :)

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Baking:

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It was my FIRST time since my last home econs lesson which was in Secondary 2 I think, where the choc cake turned out to be a BIG cookie because I forgot to add baking power :/ ... Went to Mish house to bake this time! =) did a little modification to the recipe coz we really really couldn't figure out what some of the ingredients were.. haha.. anyways.. the cake turned out to be... erm... quite edible... :/ ... but the lemon cookies were really NICE! =) Thankfully! :)

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Class outing:

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At douby =) .. sadly I couldn't make it in time to join them for dinner =((( ... but I went for the post-dinner activity =) .. haha! I arrived only to find that they were doing... nothing... haha! ... super lame actually.. sooo... in the end... we went for supper at Mcs and played cards till I was really really tired...

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More meet-ups with CREZ friends!:

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Yup... finally got to meet alyssha after sooo long... we were supposed to go for Mish's church event coz she was dancing... So... thinking that it's going to be like a performance... we brought her flowers!!! .. and we ended up being the only ones who brought flowers there so funny! :/ :) ... haha.. anyways.. the dance was nice! =) hope to meet up more often! =)

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AND:

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Here's wat xiang jun sent me recently... thought it was really really meaningful :)

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"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand
where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away.
But, when someone does something good for us,
we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

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Yupz... that's about all I guess... :)

lost... confused...

Life isn't on the bright side all the time..

This past month have been filled with much disappointments.. I wake up every morning only to find myself confused over my future.. It's a really really terrible feeling... and I hated it.. and thank goodness I've got school to go to... because spending time in school with jess and wu duo really cheered up my days!! :) and work'll keep me busy... so that's good! but still.. I really can't help but feeling sad sometimes =((

I really can't wait for this period to be over... can't wait for everything to be confirmed.. like e.g. what course I'll be taking etc... only then will I have a peace of mind... because there'll be something for me to work towards again! =D Unlike now... everything is soooo undecided... ahh!! can't stand myself.. seriously.. for being sooo indecisive... if only I had realized the importance of GP earlier... Life wouldn't have been so hard for me now...

Made a wrong choice in JC... can't afford to repeat the same mistake again... Uni will be a new chapter of my life... and I hope I can give my best in it... then I'll have no regrets!!!

For now... I need the strength to carry on.. I think I'll have to believe in HOPE ... all I ask for now is just for that terrible feeling that I have every morning to go away... so I can have a clear mind to do all my applications... and make the best out of everything that I have...

Dinner time! =) ...

and I'm looking forward to expedition at Ubin next week!! [if eveything goes according to plan.. haha.. ] =)

Let's summarise the fun times I've had!

I've been so busy lately... with work... with stuff that will perhaps affect my future greatly... 'SOUL SEARCHING' --- it's certainly something that is not easy... Next 3 weeks will be filled with anxiety... A'lvls... interview... resultS... I guess what that's keeping me going and calm is hope.. and faith... ... You'll have no idea how I'm feeling right now... -lost in myself-.. haha.. !!! watever... put that aside... and let's recall some fun times! =D
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Outing with cousin:

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To the esplanade roof top!!! Really really nice place to go to and talk about everything under the sky! .. haha! =D I totally enjoy the view and atmosphere there!! =D ate at Thai Express! =D After dinner, my cousin brought me to Harry's Bar!!! was really scared to enter at first... coz I'm not even sure if it's safe... sooo... I drank a non-alcoholic drink.. =D but there was a live performance there!!! I looovvveee the songs they sing!!! ... reached home a few min before 12 again... and my mom'll give me this look AGAIN!! .. HAHAHA!!!
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Dance lesson at ATTITUDE:

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Lyrical Jazz... and it is super boring.. haha... didn't get to learn any nice dances so I decided that I won't go again... well... but the intensive warm-up really tired me out completely... giving me muscle aches the very next day... first time I actually EXERCISED after soooo long!
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Family gathering:

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To the botanical gardens... lame rite??? ... well... anyways... the 2 little cousins kept me busy and brightened up the atmosphere there too!.. haha.. botanical gardens is actually quite a good place for family bonding !! =D ... had a really nice dinner that day... visited the Orchid Garden etc. etc. =) and I treated almost everyone to ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D .. now that I'm working.. haha! =D

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Trip to ICES (at Jurong Island):

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ok... this was emo-ish... I went back to visit my research mentor and end off my attachment with ICES... bought him the England's finest biscuits from dempsey (and it's really nice.. haha.. I like it myself!)
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I always felt so welcome whenever I return to ICES... the level of encouragement.. smiles.. that the pple there give me made me feel as though this is my second home.. I almost cried when I left the building...

haha.. I took pictures when I was in the bus... on my way out of jurong island... and the bus driver must have thought that I was crazy or something!! Can't believe I had sooo much feelings for jurong island!!! I must have been crazy... but I guess that's where I was given the opportunity to try out something that I really like... and enjoy... Yar... I hope to be able to go back some day =D

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Friday the 13th.. haha!! :
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A STAR interview... !!!
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Went for lunch with NG after that... the serving was just soooo big and I'll never be able to finish it.. haha!!! anyways.. thanks for the lunch! =D
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Back to school... for a meeting...
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Then to dental.. to get my braces out!!! =D ... I felt as though I had no teeth! .. haha.. ok.. maybe i'm beginning to miss my braces.. haha.. as for now... no one is to look at my teeth!!! .. until I get them REALLY white!!! HAHA! =D

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Friday the 13th sounds like an eventful day...

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V-day:
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A perfect day to find out more about CHEMISTRY! =D .. went to the NTU talk myself to find out more about chem eng and chemistry... met kevin, van and my dance friends there! =D ... so I wasn't lonely after all...
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Went shopping with my dance friend and some new found friends...
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Reached home at around 11 plus and my whole family gave me this look... hahaha!!! they're crazy lar.. !!! =D
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Alright... off to cousin's party now!!! =D but before that... pizza for lunch! =D

let's see... it's been a week already... sooo many things happened.. soo busy with work... soo tired.. and soo little time for myself... ...

Anyways... last friday was camp fire night! ... NG and KZ came too... and... we played ... er hem... 'board games' at the roof top... the 5 of us.. including jess and FW.. hahaha.. let's hope we don't get into trouble... :)

Then... we went back to the staff room... shortly after... we were greeted by some mysterious person... and all at the same time... the lights in the staff room went off!!! ... ahhh!!! scary..................

Took lots of pic that day... apparently we were all in camwhore mood.. find them in facebook! and we made a video too!!

Ok... OFF FOR DANCE !!!!!!