lost... confused...

Life isn't on the bright side all the time..

This past month have been filled with much disappointments.. I wake up every morning only to find myself confused over my future.. It's a really really terrible feeling... and I hated it.. and thank goodness I've got school to go to... because spending time in school with jess and wu duo really cheered up my days!! :) and work'll keep me busy... so that's good! but still.. I really can't help but feeling sad sometimes =((

I really can't wait for this period to be over... can't wait for everything to be confirmed.. like e.g. what course I'll be taking etc... only then will I have a peace of mind... because there'll be something for me to work towards again! =D Unlike now... everything is soooo undecided... ahh!! can't stand myself.. seriously.. for being sooo indecisive... if only I had realized the importance of GP earlier... Life wouldn't have been so hard for me now...

Made a wrong choice in JC... can't afford to repeat the same mistake again... Uni will be a new chapter of my life... and I hope I can give my best in it... then I'll have no regrets!!!

For now... I need the strength to carry on.. I think I'll have to believe in HOPE ... all I ask for now is just for that terrible feeling that I have every morning to go away... so I can have a clear mind to do all my applications... and make the best out of everything that I have...

Dinner time! =) ...

and I'm looking forward to expedition at Ubin next week!! [if eveything goes according to plan.. haha.. ] =)